I am having a predicament. I am lonely almost all of the time. I want to hang out with friends, but I do not know how to approach anyone. Almost everything that I do socially was an invitation sent to me. I have never been an instigator in social interactions.
I want to fix this, yet I do not know if it is something I should fix. Conflicted is a good way to put it. I spend a lot of my time alone and it is something that I am used to. I do not mind it though. Except for today. I want to be out doing something with myself. I do not want to be home watching Star Wars right now. I know that came as a shock to some of you who know me personally.
Anyways, I have been doing research and I think that I am going to try to get a job at Millersville University. That is where I go to school. If anything it will give me something else to do during school. I am afraid that I will become lonely like I was last semester.
It has to be a job on campus too. Due to financial reasons I am only going part time. So I see no reason I cannot get a small job.
I hope you are not bored. I just wanted to write something and I wanted to blog. I am going to be putting up some new stuff soon about autism. Thanks for being patient.